Names Again

I’ve got a silly name that works well in porn
And a friend I’ve known since just after being born
Changed hers
As I did
When we were kids,
Her Philippa had been kidded up to Fiddy
She said, at work she had to be a Philippa if to be taken seriously
But when the Alzheimer’s began she said
she had regrets
Fiddy did describe her best
Who she was
Without
All the boundaries about
To disintegrate
So sad might relate
As if
The gift
And is.